Your name is A MYSTERY.
Holy SHIT do you love DIRK STRIDER.
DIRK STRIDER is a genuinely fascinating character for so many reasons.
He's a sixteen year old boy who grew up in a post apocalyptic future in the middle of the god damn FUCKING ocean only living off of FISH and ORANGE SODA. His INTRODUCTION starts with the fact that he loves PUPPETS and HATS but he can't wear HATS 'cause they don't fit him so his solution is that he puts a HAT PRINT on his SHIRT. He's a SUPER GENIUS who builts ROBOTS only to make them RAP BATTLE him. He wields a KATANA. He flies a ROCKET BOARD. He puts rather lewd HORSEPLAY pictures on a flat screen tv in his living room. He uploaded a copy of his fFUCKING BRAIN to a COMPUTER just because he can and it has full sentience.
He's the most ridiculous little weirdo he's such an unserious character in theory when explained like this but it's so serious to you.
His CLASSPECT is especially fascinating to you. The PRINCE OF HEART, PRINCE being the destroyer class, HEART being the aspect of the soul. DIRK STRIDER destroyer of souls. But actually, HEART can mean self. DIRK STRIDER destroyer of the self makes so much of him make sense.
Obsessed with PHILOSPHY, with UNDERSTANDING and CONTROLLING just about anything he can in terms of picking himself apart. Always looking in, always hating what he finds. Fighting with his BRAIN CLONE only to be constantly reminded that THEY ARE THE SAME.
It's rather unfortunate that you RELATE to him so heavily.